HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RYAN AND YULES!
It's almost six and I'm still wide wake! What's wrong? Maybe it's just the settings of the room? I'm just editing my senior's essay and doing my readings.. I'm so tired but I just can't seem to fall asleep.. Perhaps this is the "EXHAUSION SATURATION POINT" when nothing matters anymore and you become a zombie basically.
I have a long long day tomorrow because of meetings after my lessons which normally ends at around 7pm.. Okay I suddenly feel a little drowsy.. Hmm..
I just cleared up my room just now cos my neighbour was complaning that she had never seen my room neat and tidy but well, I told her that she always come at the wrong time.. Apart from baking, doing household chores would be my next best theraphy. Though I'm quite pampered at home, but I'm fussy about cleanliness so would end up doing things myself..
Came across this quote again. Must be the tenth time or something but still feel rather enlightened by it.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I think if I can truly grasp the meaning of it then my life would be easier and I wouldn't be so hard on myself.
Here's another one that I can relate to, but I know
he'll probably discourage me from relating to it because
he doesn't want me to revolve my life around
him..
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Don't you just love being touched by something you've read or heard? It's very heart-warming..
Maybe that's what keeping me awake - in the sense that I don't want it to be over..
Maybe that's true since I'm a sucker for romanticism and sweet moments..
Maybe that's what I need because I'm in denial sometimes..
Maybe that's much better than drowning in my own misery..
Maybe.
nitEy.
