I think my stamina is running out. I drew up a "to do" list today to keep myself focused but ended up accomplishing all but the most important one. I'm already struggling to keep my eyes open! And my room is in a terrible mess! Can't bear to look at it. I think the state of the room reflects the current state of my mind. So confused. I hope I sound coherent.
Had a little integration with my neighbours just now (read:gossip/piggin/laughin session), maybe I should have done that after my readings! Oh yah I diligently checked up the digital library for books that might be useful for my american history project but guess what? Some kiasu person borrowed ALL of them. I hope he/she is not so evil as to hold all the books until the deadline for the project! If not I'll be so dead.
Actually it had been a rather pleasant day for me. I managed to clinch a major deal! It's not 100% confirmed yet but the adrenaline rush was incredible! I think she could hear me smiling!
Oh did I mention that I've got my Tiffany's back? Actually that was yesterday. It's a good feeling wearing it again, probably rather symbolic during times like that. It's well polished and the chain is extended.
He went with me! Okay since I mentioned his company, it must be significant.
He changed the position of my hidamari no tami and the shaking of her (pink in colour!) head is more vigorous.
He bought it some time back to cheer me up. Oh
we had a medley just now. Songs after songs, so cool! Haven't done that for ages! I really enjoyed it.. And I managed to find "The Soong Sisters" by Kitaro. Finally! Been trying to source for it for months! What a lucky day!
Well my neighbour is in my room using my phone because her friend called from the States. Hmm brought back some memories. Like I've mentioned, sometimes I must learn to be more forgetful. There are things that we want to forget but the harder you try, the more sticky it becomes.
Opps.. K.O.!
I think I sound pretty confused, well I am and am not attempting to hide it. I can just wake up tomorrow and clean up then the room would be neat and tidy again, but I can't just wake up and do any physical clean up for my own thoughts right? What an agony. I hate to organise my thoughts because that would meant that I have to be overwhelmed by them once again.
Well tomorrow awaits me once again as I trudge to my bed. Oh before that I have to figure how to deal with all the things on it. ARGH.
Wanna bet that it's going to be a rainy night? My left knee and left thigh hurting quite badly.
