It's 3.35 in the morning. I told myself that I must be in bed by 2am! Class starts at 12noon but I just don't want to end up sleeping late again. Worse part is sleep late yet nothing gets done! Procrastinating my stuff again. Deadlines are approaching.. Doesn't help that my neighbour is up rushing her essay! Well, my turn would come!
Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays are hardest to pass because they are always filled with fatigue and loneliness. Maybe it's a good idea to work on the weekends afterall. Time seemed to pass faster when you are busy.
I drove today! And my dad's being rather critical. Of course I'm quite hurt by his comments. Just wished what I said would really get into his head! "I JUST NEED TIME TO GET USED TO YOUR CAR. GIVE ME A BREAK!" Okay I went through so much to get this license already, should be able to get through this too!
I was just browsing through my schedule. Two hectic weeks ahead. Well what is there to look forward to? Oh yah. This Thursday I will go town to collect my Tiffany's necklance and my Stark! I hope I have the time to. Been dying to catch "Turn Left Turn Right" too. Waiting for
him to say when.
Sometimes I wonder if someone is really significant in your life, how is it possible that you can leave her out COMPLETELY in your conversations, emails or what-so-ever with your friends. Be it superficial or good friends. How is it possible? Unless you do it deliberately? Like I was trying not to mention
him but somehow it would come to a point when I have to. Or maybe I do have a choice indeed.
Pondering..
I'm at #23 of H2. Reading like a tortoise, but just trying to savour every bit of it. Was moved to tears reading second part of #22. Hiyah I think only
he would know what I'm talking about. "Then why not just tell it to
him?" I think
he doesn't have the time and energy to hear me say all these stuff. Maybe too insignificant.
It's another day again. Sometimes I don't know if there's really anything to look forward to.
