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Wednesday, September 17, 2003

Okay it's 3.50am! I'm going to bed soon! I guessed the last few hours of the day kind of made up for all the unhappy stuff that pulled me down. I skipped all my lessons today. Both tutorial and lecture for american history!!

Last "night" I went crazy and this morning bud gave me a pep talk. Need to pull myself together. Need to learn to stand up! Need to realise that I'm the only one that can make choices for my own happiness. Thanks bud. Thanks jas for your msg. That made my day! Minmin~ too. Ever so supportive. And the two girls who came to my room this afternoon. Thanks for not bombarding me with questions. I appreciate it!

I watched Turn Left Turn Right! Didn't really enjoyed it to the extent I thought I would. It's quite sweet but not impactful like Tempting Hearts (Same cast, directed by Sylvia Chang in 1999). Well, almost 4 years ago we watched Tempting Hearts together at the same theatre (Lido 3). It's like coming back to a full circle? It feels great holding hands and walking down Orchard Road. I swear that we did it less than 10 times in the last 4 years. And please don't ask me why and maybe I shouldn't compare with others. Only make myself more miserable that way.


Guessed what! I was so hardworking that I attempted my tutorial for science of music! I never knew music could be so difficult! The module incorporated maths and some scientific theories into the musical field! And after all the struggling, I realised that tutorial lessons are only once every fortnight. And I just went last week. So well. Hmm!!!!

Okay and I did my posting on the forum faithfully for my film and history. This week I watched "Iron Monkey", something like the Jet Li's version of "Once upon a time in China". I grew up watching these martial arts films and I truly enjoyed re-living my childhood!

Okay I can feel the fatigue becoming overpowering! I feel much better now. Just a thin line afterall.

At the back of my mind, I'm still pondering about my own happiness.. seek and you shall receive? I'll try. Give him sometime. He's trying too.

p/s: Hey my winamp is playing our song now. Okay ONE of our many songs. No matter what by Boyzone. The first present he gave me was a Notting Hill soundtrack!

I think I remember things too well. Need to be forgetful at times.




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