Sometimes I have this feeling that I'm just going through the motion of living everyday. Like it doesn't matter if it's Monday or Sunday, Tuesday or Saturday because I'll just have thousand and one thing to do everything and the task list is never-ending. The worse part is that most of these tasks are mandatory and not having completed them would result in undesirable consequences.
I'm just breathing because it's an unconscious process. I just kept going cos I don't know how to press the STOP button.
Okay perhaps life is more than that, more than just breathing and living, but I just happened to "embrace" pessimism. I have nothing against optimism, but at this current point of time, it's pretty hard to keep your spirits high.
Do I sound too philosphical?
I should go into something more light-hearted, I really don't see the point of telling you how bad my world is when you can see it for yourself.
Bought a Nemo poster for my little darlings today! They would love it so much! This coming weekend I'll be preparing goodies for post-Children's Day celebrations! Last weekend they were already asking if I remembered.
I loved Children's Day. Could still remember that we were allowed to wear our home clothes to school as part of the celebrations. My teacher gave me this Garfield chocolate when I was in P1 and I made a whole mess of myself when eating it! The wrapper was purple in colour. Incredible memory right?
I need to forget some stuff!