Just came back from the airport.. with a heavy heart.. the parting scene brought back a sense of nostalgia and long-lost memory of someone.. seeing someone off is never easy..
I'm finally back at home.. but alone in the room again. It must have been the twentieth week and I've lost count already! She'll never come to her senses. I really missed having her around. Tomorrow is little cousin jOEy's birthday. Wonder if she would be there. That is if she bothers to turn up at all.
Bought chocolates for my little darlings. It's belated children's day present. Can't wait to see how happy they would be upon seeing the Nemo posters!
I went for my Sociology (methods of social research) tutorial today.. I had a hard time figuring out how the whole damn program work and at the eleventh hour, I realised that my figures were all wrong! Imagine the agony! Got to put in lots of effort! No time to lose!
Ate congee in hall for dinner today. My first time! Cos I only enjoy congee from Crystal Jade and I usually hate it. Was just trying to be adventurous. Know when I like to eat something, even if after that I discover better tasting ones, for some reason, I would still stick to eating it. I don't know this sense of "loyalty" is silly or what, but it's just me. To the extent that I feel forsaking it would be as good as betrayal. Boy! It's just food!
I'm barely coping in school and everything seemed so overwhelming at this point of time! I dying to go and catch a movie, get a new wallet, repair my Tiffany's and do manicure..
Dearie always asked me to consider going on separate ways because
he feels that
he's doing me more harm than good, but how to tell
him that
he has grown to be part of me and letting
him go means detaching a part of myself? I don't even want to imagine the pain.
Gloomy friday..
