Yeah my daddy robert chan had clinched the 1st runner up in the intra-club golf tournament and he's so proud of it! He was parading around with his trophy and the triumph smile! So happy for him!
Okay today I witnessed jas blew his 21 candles. Had a flashback at that very moment. I must have witnessed him blowing his birthday candles for the last six years? It's amazing how long we've been hanging out together. And I feel sad that I have drifted from them significantly. So many memories.
I've been experiencing an emotional roller coaster, so just bear with the extreme temperment? There's a saying that goes the happier a person appears to be, the more depressed she might actually be?
Yes I am going to spend my sunday baking. Baking brownies with love.
I suddenly have the urge to race again. To feel the wind against you, to feel the speed, to feel the adrenaline rush.. the crowds cheering.. and the triumphant stride..
I think sometimes it's inevitable that when the so called "diminishing returns" set in, you lose interest and the initial novelty is all gone.