Yes I'm feeling damn tragic! Pardon me for the language. It's Christmas and I'm very broke. I'm not talking about having no money to get presents or other fanciful stuff, but rather, I'm having problems surviving.
Not enough money for food and transport. I'm not talking about dining at fanciful restaurants and taking cabs. I've been sticking to cheap food and train or bus.
I've been home almost everyday for the last two weeks plus, except once or twice when there's a birthday party or when I caught a movie with dear and my cousins or when I'm teaching.
No money for anything.
I've depleted my savings when my dad didn't give me any allowance for one whole month. Now he accused me of spending too much. Hey! He reduced my allowance by almost 80% already. He said I've been teaching a lot this month, should have plenty to spare. But hey.I think he forgot that bosses hand out salary at the end of the month?
And yes I can foresee that he's going to cut off my allowance totally in Jan because he assume that I'll be a rich ass then. Yes no money for textbooks. Plus I've been dying to get the digital camera.
He said I should take private tuition, six students over the weekend. (I think he clearly forgot that his daughter is a STUDENT and a STUDENT has assignments to complete and lectures to attend.)
I really hate this feeling.
I am going to miss the annual Christmas party with my friends because I can't afford to go and the last thing I want is to beg people for money or sympathy this Christmas.
I know having a shelter puts me in a better position than many millions around the world, but I think my current situation is the worst I can ever get.
I'll be home this Christmas, this New Year.
Yes, you can call me up.
