Sorry for the absence, many things happened during this period of inactivity but I just couldn't find the courage to blog. To write about things meant that I have to recall the entire incident. So well, sometimes I just want to put things aside. Traumatising things happened and I'm just glad to have dear and my friends with me.
Anyway its a new month, so hopefully a new beginning. Exams are barely three weeks away and I'm still quite slack. Oh well, this might be my graduating semester after all, unless I make a breakthrough for my grades this semester. I need an allowance for my CAP score to drop during the honours year so if I can't achieve the desired score, I'll give it a miss. Besides, my application for overseas college had been unsuccessful, so I really wanna see what life has in store for me. (By the way I can't believe they rejected my application! I spent a day crying over it okay!)
So well, it was the Merit Award Dinner at Hall again, I remembered last year this time I was pretty disappointed about the fact that I got awarded silver for my contributions, but I guessed I got over that already. I was awarded Hall Excellence Award (Outstanding Service Award) today! Maybe its no big deal to many pple but its big deal to me. My fondest memories of my life in NUS are all the hall activities. Its been amazing ride, especially leading the Flag Team to victory.
I wrote a long email to my mentor last night and reading her reply is the highlight of my day. She always makes me feel good. Looking at her photographs never fails to spur my desire to venture abroad. Someday I wanna live in other countries too. That is when I have travelled enough to see which place I would like to go.
Till then, I'll be dreaming of it later.
Good night.
