And its been almost 10days since my last entry! Oh man! Where did all the time go?
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Been exhausted cos of shop, plus been trying to catch up with friends and quality time with dear.. and why am I not in bed yet? Cos I was so irritated by the speed of my system (told tortoise millimeter/minute) that I had to do something about it. So I tried to download some ad-aware thingie that Icemoon recommended. Actually I haven't read up what it'll do lah. At least its the first step ok! Yup so I channelled all my frustrations into clearing my desk.. its been mounting with bills, travel stuff, coins (for shop), endless receipts (from shop), books etc etc.. so at last I can shift my laptop back to my room!
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Got to know about the match between Argentina and S&M.. the 6-0 result..and for no apparent reason, I started to feel very upset for the losing team.. I mean they might have played their best but it was just not good enough and they have a very strong opponent to begin with.. I think I was so emotional about it because I remember always being part of the "losing" team at nationals.. the feeling of not winning despite having tried your best feels like shit.. no matter what others can rattle on about how its the journey that matters, more than the destination.. but it still feels like shit.. so I think the S&M team members might feel so.. esp being "humiliated" in the match.. dear mentioned that actually its not that Argentina is being a show-off by scoring so many goals.. they are a very talented bunch and simply "could not help it".. and the S&M couch had to say that he deployed the wrong strategy..why not just admit defeat with dignity?
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For quite a number of times this week (and for the past few months), I had this intense urge to blog about my feelings on specific issues at specific times (of course it wouldn't have been possible because I can't be bringing my laptop around). And when I have the opportunity to sit down to write about it, I can hardly remember what I so passionately wanted to argue about.. and usually I'm just too lazy to write them down..
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Its the one-year anniversary of my virgin backpacking cambodia.vietnam trip! Time really flew past! Very quickly.. I missed every bit of it..
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Two of my girlfriends haven't been feeling too good over affairs of the heart.. I hope they'll be able to stay strong.. What can't kill you will only make you stronger..
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Good night! I can't believe its sunday again!!!! I really dread tuition now..
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